this night

i'm not gonna even play like i was super smooth tonight cause i wasnt at all! i have been on do whatever makes me happy type mode so i'm just chilling like never before.... so now i'm looking forward to the future and i could definitely see her in it... like on some realness. But i do look at the past to make sure i remember how far i've come and how much i've matured! I don't do the whole regret thing and i won't set my self up to have any in the future. she said it's what ever i wanted but it takes two so i'm like green light, lets get to know each other and then we can go from there. i don't do the whole fools rush in thing either! So she says she's not stuck in the past, so loving that right now... whole situation that's not mine to blog about for real... i'm just not trying to be put in that zone where she won't look at me like a potential bf ya dig?