I'm quite torn... literally, because i haven't been this interested in someone for a minute... every time that i talk to one of those i used to want... i just don't feel the same way. This didn't happen over night though... i've been slowly loosing my passion for her since the end of fall semester... and i talked to one today that i haven't talked to in a while and i can't wait to be best friends with her again because i'm not blinded by strong emotions for her at this point in my life. Thats good too, i think for the most part i'm free! but like i said, this girl that i've been knowing for a few months shy of a year is a total shocker. The thing is we be skating on thin ice sometimes, and i don't know if yall have ever been in cold water but once you're in you'll only be able to think of what it is you're experiencing and nothing else... i have to consider the feelings of others but that is another place where i wage war in my head because i want to be happy. I REALLY DO!!! And i believe this could possibly be more than a quick fix but i am a fairly patient person these days so... time will tell!
ps...I need a nickname for her and i'm open to suggestions
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anything synonymous with the word 'extreme' will do (if your hints are correct)... it's good to hear that you are more patient. i like that! nothing wrong with being happy, ya feel me? but do what's best for you and any other party you decide to involve, okay?
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