i would do 1001 things differently and i know you can't believe me so peep my vague estimations
about 087 phone calls
about 300 stolen glances at you
about 060 pages of emotions
about 068 times where i said some terrible things, and snapped
about 012 serious misunderstandings
about 004 serious talks
about 150 refusals to understand her feelings
about 021 weeks of depression
about 075 attempts to convince everyone i was fine
about 080 tears
about 003 days of going numb
about 100 day dreams about different outcomes
about 020 random questions of, "how is ****" from my mom
about 015 answers of "we don't really talk these days"
about 005 answers of "she's good, hates the way they treat her though"
about 001 fall for you
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about 1001 things i'd do different!
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there are thousands of things that people wish they had done differently, but that's the horrible part of life: once anything is done, it can't be undone... of course, there are several things that i wish i could do differently, but i know it can't be done. All I can do is try and correct it.
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