
About Me

- Doug J.
- Mobile, Alabama, United States
- Sup world? My name is Douglas James but my friends call me Doug. Most people would tell you that i'm a really cool dude, and they're right. Other people would tell you that i'm smart or bright so i let them think that as well! But for real though, i'm just a 19 year old African American Male who loves his family and friends to death. I think that i have a way with words and that i'm wise beyond my years, but that's just my opinion. I'm entering my sophomore year at ______ in the fall (snickering to my self). I'm currently pursuing a degree in english. This year is a year of many changes and i hope you can keep up!!!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
i can't wait to see what these eyes can do...

1001

i would do 1001 things differently and i know you can't believe me so peep my vague estimations
about 087 phone calls
about 300 stolen glances at you
about 060 pages of emotions
about 068 times where i said some terrible things, and snapped
about 012 serious misunderstandings
about 004 serious talks
about 150 refusals to understand her feelings
about 021 weeks of depression
about 075 attempts to convince everyone i was fine
about 080 tears
about 003 days of going numb
about 100 day dreams about different outcomes
about 020 random questions of, "how is ****" from my mom
about 015 answers of "we don't really talk these days"
about 005 answers of "she's good, hates the way they treat her though"
about 001 fall for you
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about 1001 things i'd do different!
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
[untitled] pt. 1
She say she still taking my advice, keeping her hair cute
she say i kept my stache waxed, doug, and it's all for you.
when your birthday world? i bet she younger than you
born late '91 or early '92, if i said i remember i'd be lying to you.
she was an ill-advised crush at first, then i realized that i had her trust
so i cherished her friendship and thought that's what's up!
then yall wouldn't believe how depressed i was
and though i tried not to, sometimes i couldn't give a fu*k
and on top of that, i was graduating and people were congratulating
while everybody else was laughing, and i had a full ride to claflin
deep down we both knew what had to happen!
she say i kept my stache waxed, doug, and it's all for you.
when your birthday world? i bet she younger than you
born late '91 or early '92, if i said i remember i'd be lying to you.
she was an ill-advised crush at first, then i realized that i had her trust
so i cherished her friendship and thought that's what's up!
then yall wouldn't believe how depressed i was
and though i tried not to, sometimes i couldn't give a fu*k
and on top of that, i was graduating and people were congratulating
while everybody else was laughing, and i had a full ride to claflin
deep down we both knew what had to happen!
The future of CU
TGI Fridays last friday

laura looking hot next to a cute doug j. she, i , g and julian went out last friday... basically they called me and commanded me to get dress, and then kid napped me... would you complain? i had a bacon cheese burger and some anjo chili wings... i had sprite to drink... julian had some pasta and so did laura. i don't know what g had cause she took for ever to order... but we all shared a big slice of cheese cake and it's the best i've ever had. we a nice lil waitress, but i don't remember her name... the 4 right across from us were loud and cursing and i started to act like them but i didn't but i was cracking on them for a minute though! i a lot of fun and laura was crunk off that concentrated red bull drink! i'm a post the pic of julian and g and to answer your firth thought... no, they had no alcoholic beverages at all.
can't sleep
so i just came back from lb's house and i'm watching the transformer cartoon on cartoon network, and louie bag is playing... it's by jeezy and slick pulla. we was playing pool at lb's house for a while then we sat down and just talked about life in general. i told him what i'd say to her when i see her and he thought that i should tell her. then he stated what he noticed that there's no spark between them and he knows what i'm talking about. i'm still getting used to this blog think and i'm a very private person so it's going to take me a minute before i feel comfortable putting names and what would be my personal business up here. we had a nice lil dinner yesterday... smoked chicken, sausage, burgers, dogs, steaks, and roasts, mac n cheese, baked beans, and corn on the cob. my friends laura, g, and lb came through so that was cool michelle should have came to escape her family but i see how she do her homie [in another life...lol]. yea and if yall didn't know there will always be a ton of inside jokes on my blogs so just ask and i might be able to let yall in if you don't know whats going on. so i'm bout to see what new demos are on playstation underground... i'll catch you later world... shot out to you few who are fingers on the golden hand!!!
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